- i fell asleep after going home from the hospital and i dreamed about c. & goddamn. in my dream we were having a good time somewhere and when it was just the two of us i kissed him and it was nice and we kissed some more and i didn't care about anything
and it was just so nice but then i woke up and realized c. has a long-time (!!!) girlfriend and he probably has forgotten about me at this point because i am forgettable lol or if he does remember me i'll just be this girl from _____ who has a stupid high school crush on him (he wasn't supposed to know that, but, ah. but i am thankful for it) - it's probably just me but then again when i feel this way it's 99% not just a figment of my imagination but i think d. is keeping away from me because he is being a good boyfriend
- boys
with girlfriends
who are (probably) confused about their relationships
fuckboys - and yep, that's how my nonexistent love life usually goes sigh
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- i miss having a tell-most-things, know-most-things friend
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