So.

• If the Mayans were right the world is going to end today. Uh. When I first learned about the 12/21/12 doomsday theory in Anthro 1 Soc Sci I, I have to admit that it scared the shit out of me. Years passed and I got older and (hopefully,) wiser so crackpot theories do not bother me anymore. But if the world will really end today, well, that sucks because I know in my heart, I did not live my life well.
• god I want to *bleep* I don't want to die ~innocent~ I don't even believe in ~purity~ and stuff
• I kind of miss being infatuated with someone.
• I really, really want to meet someone who likes books and music, who will put up with my neuroticism and who's willing to go with me to some mountain or beach or field just to watch the stars
• I miss my parents.
• I hate cancer.