I keep taking one step forward then two steps back... and then I hit the wall.

It wasn't a long walk anyway.

I am trying to move on with my life and forget about the scenarios I dreamt in my head. I thought I was able to. I was on the way to.
But then you keep showing up, and you have acknowledged my existence several times now. Yes, I am so pathetic. But trust me, this is the farthest I'll ever get when it comes to you. Consider me harmless. I won't give you or your girl a hard time.