Thoughts

This was what I did right before I slept last night. :)


April 4th, 2009
1:05 AM

I've been staying up way too late for three weeks now. Just to browse the web. I know it's not healthy: my eyes are in "danger," I don't get enough sleep, I get less exercise, etc. I just can't help myself, I am addicted to the internet. There's that urge, you know... And it's really hard for me to resist, even though I really don't have anything to lose (or gain, for that matter) if I spend a night or even a week offline. My life doesn't exactly depend on the web, but I act like I do.

I have been online too much that I don't have time to clean my room up or even myself. I don't even have the time to talk to my mom anymore - while my parents' room is just one room away from mine.

All of this just means one thing: I'm making my life a mess. Writing this, however, mean I've noticed that point now, and that I would be doing something about it pretty soon. Just so you know, I already started to control myself (HA!) I stopped browsing at 12:30 AM, meaning I was two hours earlier than what has became my usual. But I'm not making any progress. Yes, I may be lying in my bed now, but I can't sleep. And here I am, typing these words in my phone instead of forcing myself to sleep.

Okay what do I do now, then?
I think we all know the answer.

GOOD NIGHT EVERYBODY!
(it's 1:39 AM btw)